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Root Position Life

I am meg. I am a student a musician a something, hopefully going to be- musicologist. I generally want to make this a music blog. About my well musical being, if there is such a thing. 

Thursday, August 17, 2006

12:26 AM - Loss for words.

There is something to be said about change. My life has changed significantly since the beginning of the summer. Not too sure how to describe it or explain without a lot of words. Lately I am all about cutting out the extraneous words (though I am still quite wordy..). Who needs them? I feel like I have a new brain - somehow replaced in my sleep or over many hours of thinking about everything.
right now the yellow brick road is laid out in front of me. Gotta jump on my bike and ride it out, no time for walking here. I might express that I am rushing through that statement but I am not. Finding my 'clip' is my current thoughts. This semester coming up might just be the best ever. I earned it - it should be. I am focusing on my thesis and the ideas of postmodern thought, lit theory etc. Newer philosophy. The Downtown scene of Ny frames this and is my thesis. I am narrowing down the topic as I write this getting sharpened in my head. I can't get over how fascinated with this topic I am. It is SO exciting. Everything coming up is so exciting and my momentum to get there is at a comfortable - but greatly anticipated pace.
I will post more on this later - as it develops. I am just starting but I wanted to document how I feel about this all. I feel ready to run, like I have turned a page, a big one, and everything is fresh and new. I feel like it's sophomore year again - when i just started at the beginning of this incredible journey. Here I stand as a senior - about to go on to great things (grad school) having to face leaving farmington (which, i really don't mind that idea now) and having my view on the future. The future is too exciting to stay put - I am too young, too ambitious, and too passionate to not experience everything that is in front of me. I am owning it now - and it feels wonderful.


PS- Minus academic things I have a bike project I am doing. Building a fixed gear bike - no coasting here bub that's for sissies! It has been a summer long thing. found a bike - ripped it apart, sanded it down to bare metal (over a few 90+ degree days), primed the first coat. Then I found another bike ripped it apart for a few parts. Tomorrow I hope to find more parts bikes (at the massive rummage sale!) and begin on finishing the priming. I have the main coat - its a crazy gold that looks almost platinum in some light. We will see how it all shapes out! Hoping to have it done before the first day of classes so I can spin all fall on it around the Farm. This has been a great learning experience and has helped me get back into cycling heavily - which i used to do everyday when i was younger until the snow fell. Ahhh memories.


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