Its the middle of break. Its almost over. I do
really want to get back I am bored, but at the same time I am lazy now. Maybe I needed a week with my cousin to become absolutely lazy. But I don't like this feeling at all. I am going to pick up the books, they are right in front of me. I have to pick up the job or else I won't be ready for the concert. Now that it's a month away it scares me a little, right now I am lazy as heck and I need to get going! I haven't reviewed my research in a while and now I feel a distance from it. That is why I have from now till the end of the break to get my act together. When I think about last semester I really did run myself ragged, trying to learn and do so much that it was too much. There is a buzz word I keep on getting thrown at me, Balance. Really... seriously it seems impossible but this is yet just another bumps in the road of my life, figuring it all out and giving some things up.
I am also thinking of new topics for papers, there is so many topics. I go for big topics that I really shouldn't go for right now with the length of papers I am writing. I am thinking that maybe I should knock out major areas of history or composers so the basis is solidified before I go climbing mountains I can't. I suppose I am still at mole-hill stage... HEHE! I don't know what else to say, stuck in the middle I suppose.
