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Root Position Life

I am meg. I am a student a musician a something, hopefully going to be- musicologist. I generally want to make this a music blog. About my well musical being, if there is such a thing. 

Sunday, November 27, 2005

4:16 PM - So Much To Say, Do, Think, Breathe, Live, Experience, Learn...

So, I am over the little bobble of the last post though quite comedic now, at the time it ruined my week. I find myself still in the same shoes but a different outlook, what am I doing where am I going (why on thanksgiving break is it so impossible to do homework) etc... I won't ramble on (then again i'll get up to 800 words and finally realized ooohhh I just blog-brain vomited... you can quote me on the former...) There are so many things going on right now, its the beginning of the end of the semester, already over my head with stuff to do, I don't know how though. I have a project 4 plays a book work etc whats the point listing - I have work to do... Ontop of work work as well... Lovely.

I will get it done its not the end of the word, do as much as I can and move on its just one little tidbit of life. After having a mental block this morning (and now, i am tangenting again trying to get this done since its taken me all damn day to write just one blog for R2R... ehhhhhh let that one go) and with the consult of me mum I decided to go for a little hike/boarding. If there is one thing useful for living in Western Maine its our wonderful accessibility to mountains. Luckily we have fresh snow so I took a jaunt over to titcomb for some mental renewal. Hiked up the back side, boarded part of the way down and walked back to the car. And the entire time I was with nature ah ha, and not my work, but it was enough to get the spanner out of the cogs and to get the old brain working. Now, I can't decide what to do first (or to take tangents)... And it hit me that if I end up going to grad school in the City or Boston that well I am going to travel many hours to get anything remotely like this solitude... Oh the decisions, I guess sometimes we need to make sacrifices everything has its pros and cons.

If anything I want to make the end of this semester something enjoyable and not a freak-out fest. I have one test, many projects it should be good. On top of that I really need to get this proposal in for my individual major. Meet with the Dean next week. I am very optimistic about this whole thing. If I keep going on the route I am on now I would probably graduate at the same time as my new major. So what it really comes down to is this, the realization of oh, regardless you still have about two years from this very point anyway. This was new to me (surprisingly) but it is very true. I get this feeling sometimes that I have (since the last post especially) 500 different paths in front of me. Really I don't, I have a handful with different options. The decision is mine so I just need to pick the right one, and thats the tricky part. Life is never easy. I sit here once again with a bunch of things to do, and a bunch of places to go, and very little time to do it all, but isn't it great?!

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