10:39 AM - In a far away land

I went to Italia for the second time. I come back like I lost my lover - kinda sad and heart broke. I should have never gotten on the plane. Oh well I have a life back here, I suppose. It was an amazing time, I really can't describe it all. I uploaded all my pictures and the memories just come flooding back. Our minds are such amazing things, we remember and forget and it only takes a word or a glance to remember.

I am thinking about changing everything. There were thoughts of me going to France next spring. I think I might scrap those plans entirely to go to Italia. At least I have a basis with the culture, I know my way around in some places, if not I know how to get there on the trains.
I am out for the idea of the 'big adventure' now. I think life is now even more valuable and worth living. Farmington is a great place but there is a super huge world out there ready to embrace, and my arms are wide open. Everytime I get out of there I see it - I see myself taking more steps to leave that place. I have to, I can return later or for visits, but I can't possibly stay here much longer. This next year will be great, its just enough time. Then I guess its the big wake up call - ding a ling the world is there.

I should be writing my paper at this moment. I am relaxing though - giving myself a break. I know I need it so why not. I wish I could go snowboarding. I don't think I will be able to for a while. I hurt my knees on the trip. This might be a lost season for me. I don't know - I think I am growing up, snowboarding just doesn't have that much dominance anymore. I rather sit around and read about music or produce music.

I desperately want this semester to start - get back in the routine. I am jet lagged so I am waking up early! NO WAY It seems like last semester it would take a miracle to wake me up early. Hopefully this semester I wake up at 6 every day and make sure everything is cool. I am taking Bach, Math, and probably European Union politics, and some sort of Italian studies thing? I am not sure my schedule is totally up in the air right now. I drove up to Farmington yesterday to try to figure it out - but I couldn't find anyone for signatures and etc.... so it was fun to see the Farm, but at the same time a wasted trip....

Oy, puppy sitting today. Visiting my grandma this afternoon. Shopping with dad this evening back to my moms for the night and to Farmington tomorrow. Yup. Life is good.

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