I think my brain just turned on. I think over the past week I have realized what happiness is, and that life is before me. I have changed so much and not even realized it. But once you get out of your element - into another place, perhaps one can gain perspective. Use others as a mirror, though I usually don't believe people when they tell me that I am good at something or whatever, I have realized my attitude about life has been bullshitting me all kinds of negative vibes leaving me confused at times. I know you probably just read that last sentence and said 'what!?' - go with me - we all realize when we make things harder than they should be. This happens to everyone at one part of their life or another, and when the realization occurs - clarity.
So, the reason for such an obtuse opening is because I went to an incredible conference this weekend, the IASPM-US/Canada joint conference in Boston. Finally I realized I have a place to fit into my upcoming career. I understood the majority of it - it was amazing. There were so many things I was so glad to experience but I am running out of gas due to very little sleep in Boston. So, now after that burst of ideas. It's like I just fell asleep.
